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Day 282 - there's a change a comin'

>> Friday, June 18, 2010

I feel there is a change coming. I've felt it for a long time now, but it feels now like it's right on the horizon - I can almost see it or touch it.

From the time I was little, I've felt like I was meant for something big. Not big in the sense of money or fame or anything like that, but big in a more meaningful, impactful, kind of way. I find more and more now that I'm being called towards something bigger than myself. I'm beginning to understand now that perhaps that's why I've never quite felt "settled", and perhaps that's why God has given both myself and Chris the desire to not put down roots somewhere. Perhaps that's why I've always been able to very easily put myself in another's shoes and feel what they feel.

Chris and I often talk about what the next 5 or 10 years will hold for us. It always comes back to the same thing, the same place, the same idea - of using our voices to speak out for those who cannot, in places that are continually forgotten about.

I don't know for sure what context change will come in, but I know it's coming - it's the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing in my mind before I fall asleep. I don't want to write about it too much in detail here until I feel we've sussed it out more, but I will when the time is right.

I do know that a giant leap of faith is coming, and I think I finally have the guts to take it.

3 comments:

Franciska June 20, 2010 at 2:15 AM  

OMG Suzanne I cannot wait to hear what this change is. I have an inkling of an idea but I could be wrong. You know what I find interesting about you and reading your blogs...is that I can strangely relate to many of the things you talk about and are going through. It's that and also, I am blessed that God gave me the gift of being able to feel what people are going through without experiencing it first hand. So I can say that I know what you are feeling. I am jumping out of my skin waiting to fin out what this "change" is. It's definitely a long time coming. And you made me think about the 'not putting down roots' comment. Cause I wonder if the same is true of myself. hmm

Sheryll Brimley June 20, 2010 at 2:57 PM  

I "have a feeling" but don't want to think about it..:(
Just make sure that it is what your heart wants to do..just not because you're bored & need a change!
...or maybe this change is that you & Chris & Franklin are going to move down here with us & we will get some cows & horses & pigs & chickens & run a real farm?!!
...or we could build a church on our north 2 acres & you & Chris could run it & live with us...:)

hmmmm...really don't think that's what it is ...is it

JTCF June 21, 2010 at 8:04 AM  

This must be an exciting and scary time in your life. I can't wait to hear what this possible change is. In the meantime, I wanted to say that I'm thinking of you and praying for you as you contemplate what seems like big decisions and leaps of faith.

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